Week 4

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So, here we are. My first ever bump photo. It was completely surreal to stand there and hold my gut bump like I'd seen so many of my friends do before. We were at a wedding at the contemporary art museum, saw a piece by a local artist that we loved, and decided that was the moment.

While I've been peeing on pregnancy tests at LEAST once a day for over two weeks (please do not hand me anything test shaped... pencils, drinking straws, french fries... I'll probably pee on those, too), I hadn't totally accepted it until our first beta test on 6/4. We were 10 days past transfer and I was expecting a number close to 100, if we were lucky. I made the nurse repeat herself three times when she said 348. Our second beta doubled right on time (12dp5dt 769), and the nurse even told us we were "textbook". I know better than to get too excited, but if IVF pregnancies are a ladder, we've made it up several rungs this week.

I'm using this little questionnaire borrowed from my friend, Emily, but I'm also modifying it a little for my first trimester to incorporate the unique qualities that IVF brings to a pregnancy... 

How far along? 4 weeks
IVF Medications? Progesterone in oil shot every other day, 4 progesterone suppositories daily, 6 mg estrogen daily.
Maternity clothes? No, but the bloat is so real that buttoning my pants is no longer a thing when seated (thanks, progesterone)
Stretch marks? No
Bladder Watch: Trying to drink more water than usual to stay healthy is great, but I may as well move my laptop to the bathroom stall some days at the office. Nothing too difficult to handle yet, though!
Sleep: No problemo!
Best moment(s) this week: Beta number calls!
Miss Anything? Not really, yet. I think the excitement outweighs that for now.   
Movement: Would be terrifying at this point.
Food cravings: Not exactly, but I do need cheesy snacks regularly to keep nausea down (like goldfish crackers or Trader Joe's white cheddar cheetos). 
Anything making you queasy or sick: Being hungry, which is amusing and complicated. I've actually lost a few pounds, despite my snacking, which just means more room for cheetos.
Gender: Hoping for a dinosaur.
Labor Signs: No, thank goodness.
Pregnancy Symptoms: Very mild nausea and tiredness, mostly. My breasts hurt less than they do when I'm about to begin my period, but still ache. Its just different. Cramping occasionally. A runny nose- I'm still not convinced this was pregnancy related, although my doctor said it probably is.
IVF Medication Symptoms: BLOATING (I feel massive). And my poor butt is such a mess from the injections. So red and lumpy and itchy! Only 6-8 more weeks of this! 😑
Belly Button in or out? In
Rings on or off? On
Happy or Moody most of the time: A little of everything. I'm happy, but guarded and I can definitely tell my patience is a bit thinner than usual.  
Looking forward to: Our first ultrasound on 6/20! I cannot wait to hear blob's heartbeat and take another huge sigh of relief.

I know, I know.... back AWAY from the pregnancy tests. But I can't believe they're leaving me alone with this baby for TWO WEEKS until my ultrasound. Its my only way of checking in on blob....


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